My Mascot and Battle Cry

Great_debaters_postOne of my favorite movies is 2007’s The Great DebatersIt’s about a lot more than debate; it’s about resilience.  (Basically, the film is a biopic about the struggle of a debate coach Melvin B. Tolson—played by Denzel Washington—and his team at the historically black Wiley College.  They strive to be taken as seriously as whites in the Deep South in the 1930s.  The students face a lot of ugly discrimination; at one point they even stumble upon a lynching.  They eventually emerge victorious and are invited to compete at Harvard University.)  This movie made me cry the first time I saw it.  I took the Mock Trial Team I was coaching to see it in theaters.  All of this brings me to today’s WEGO question as I continue National Health Blog Post Month:

My Mascot!  
Give your condition, community, or self a mascot. Who is it? What do they represent? What is their battle cry? 

MY ANSWER:  ANTAEUS

Well I have more than one condition.  One thing I’ve learned is that all pain—physical or emotional—is pain. I was diagnosed with Bipolar II at the age of 18 after the suicide of a friend, diagnosed with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS) at 19, and later Myasthenia Gravis (MG) and asthma at the age of 24.  Each of these illnesses has tested my faith, confidence, and endurance in the same way.  While the symptoms are all different, the heart and mind are tested in the same way.  At one time, when I was a teenager, bipolar seemed insurmountable.  But I now know that’s not true.  I graduated from Northwestern University with two majors despite the bipolar disorder and PCOS.  And there have been times when MG seemed much bigger than I am.  But I’ve learned from past experiences with bipolar depression that anything is possible with God (Philippians 4:13, “I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength.”).  Basically when the MG is kicking my butt, I kick back by telling myself, “Same God.  Different problem.  Same God.  Different disease.  This too shall pass.”  The bedrock of my self-confidence is my faith in a God who does not fail me even when my body does.

Surviving one episode after another (some nights I think, “Jessica vs. PCOS Round # 1000”), I rely on what I learned about faith and myself from previous episodes.  debatespanThis reminds me of a scene in The Great Debaters when Tolson asks his team if they know about a character from Greek Mythology—here’s the exchange between Tolson and his students:

Tolson:  Anyone know who Antaeus was?

Students:  Sure. He was a gigantic wrestler in Greek mythology.  His mother was, Gaea – the goddess of Earth.  And, he was unbeatable because anytime someone threw him down to the Earth, it would make him stronger.

Tolson:  That’s correct. It would make him stronger.  Defeat would make him stronger. 

Whenever I face a setback in the form of a sleepless night in excruciating pain or a violent brush with the flu, I remember Antaeus.  A true warrior keeps going no matter what.

Who is your mascot?

Do you have a mascot?  What symbolizes your strength?  Stay tuned as I continue blogging for WEGO’s Challenge.

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Hi, I have five illnesses--bipolar disorder, myasthenia gravis (neuromuscular autoimmune disease), polycystic ovarian syndrome, asthma, and psoriasis. Most of the organs in my body are affected. I'm dedicated to being a stylist for sick women. As someone who has experienced changes in my appearance due to my 12 meds (including Prednisone), I know how hard it can be when your face and body change overnight. (In fact, because of treatment, between 2008 to 2010, I went from a size 0 to a size 10. While I lost the weight, there are permanent changes in my face and body, which I've grown to appreciate.) My blog will also help women deal with other issues like surviving chronic pain and fatigue. Healthy people can also use this blog as a window into what life with illness is like. Let this website be a place where we can draw strength from each other despite our illnesses and find solutions to our everyday challenges!

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